hungry.

not for food.
not for snacks.
just feel empty and want to be full.

FOCK

손가락걸고 약속따위는 왜 했는데?
다른 사람 마음을 이해한다는 말은 집어치워.
제발. 다른 사람을 생각한다면 행동부터 달라져야되는데..
아직은 내가 생각하는만큼 중요하지않다는거지 뭐.
자기 마음데로. 항상 이런식. 엄마말데로 아빠같은 사람을 만났네.
나만 힘들걸 알고서도 ... 이 짓을 계속 할까?
열받아 모두 때려부시고싶어.
참는것도 어느 정도 까지지..

close

definition of being close with someone.
this is what has been on my mind the past couple hours.
trying to decide if my definition is wrong or not.

frustrated.
work is burning me out.
people are turning out to be ... slightly less than what i thought.
don't know how to tell if you can really trust somebody or not.
missing my homeslice to the max.

dreaming.
daydreaming, sleep dreaming, just... dreaming.
about stupid things, smart things, and everything in between.

gym tonight.
need to run out this stress.

moving on.

It's 2011.
I'm moving on.
No more looking back on what could've or would've been.
No more thinking I should've...

I'm happy and I'm moving on with what I have surrounding me now.
A wonderful boyfriend, the best friends anyone could ask for,
and a loving family.
There is really nothing more I could ask for without being selfish.

I pray that everyone else also finds that 2011 brings them many fond memories and the strength to move forward with no strings pulling them backwards. :)