Complicated

A good friend recently told me that some things are worth the risk. Even if the chances are slim and you know that the consequences will most likely be bad, the one good outcome is worth all the risk you take to get there. I know this is true, but it is still hard to bring myself to take the necessary steps. I feel ready to burst with the amount of feelings I have...but I would probably burst if I said something and nothing good came from it. :T It took me awhile to be able to feel anything close to any emotion this strong, but now that I do, I almost wish I was back to feeling like a zombie and not wanting anything from anybody. Always the wrong people at the wrong times...This must be life. :)