Desperation

The latest book I read was "Desperation" by Stephen King. For a reason that only God knows, I have been craving stories about people and things that are more messed up than me. To me, this story was about the battle between the forces of good and evil. In other words, God and the devil. Though I am a strong church goer and I do believe that there are things that one must believe without seeing so as to reach the best possible outcome in life, there are times when I feel that the devil's power is greater in me than God's. This is when I take time out to go to a confessional and try to repent for the things that I feel I have done wrong in my life.
Anyway, the story goes that there is a town called Desperation. In this town, people are being slaughtered by an unformed being that was here before all others who has escaped from a mine and is possessing different humans to commit these senseless acts of horror. All in all, it was a good read. Apparently, there was a made for TV movie made from this novel and as much as that intrigues me, I refuse to watch it because my imagination made such a great film out of this book that I don't want that image ruined.
In other news, the weather has been weird lately. Hot, cool, hot, cool, super rainy, cold, back to hot. I don't know what to do with my wardrobe and I don't ever know what shoes to wear. This isn't a big dillema, but focusing on little things like this will keep my mind off of the bigger problems and issues revolving around me right now.
All the choices I am being forced to make as of late are stressful, and none of them have outcomes that I really want. The decisions I want to scream out loud are probably the wrong ones, selfish ones, and ones that will end up hurting numerous people. But I can't stop thinking about still just doing what I want... What to do what to do...